So for the maritime vance guys out there, i just started (did 4101 today) and well......you know how everyone tells you that you should be having fun.....well i am definitely not having fun. my personal goal is to leave work one day not feeling like absolute dogsh!t. I have requested to have extra sim time, but the flight commander says i can't till i solo. kind of counter-intuitive if you ask me. i really want to fly, but dude, I suck. I mean they are telling me i'm doing average, but it seems like i can't do anything right. My academic scores are always maxed and I study and chair fly all the time. The only reason I keep trying is because as a marine i refuse to quit. No one in my class seems to share the same degree of frustration as i do. Did/do any of you guys feel like this?