I know we haven't interacted on this site, and this probably sounds creepy, but I saw you were on the May SWO board thread as well. I just wanted to offer a reassuring word and tell you to keep your chin up. I'm honestly pretty perplexed that you weren't chosen, your scores are great and you're obviously very driven and determined. Maybe the non-select status just means there's something better down the line for you. Don't be discouraged or give up, tough times make tough people. I've been where you are to an extent, so I get it. Rooting for you and your success in your future endeavors.