i was just frustrated because i feel old as hell and still haven't decided on a career.
Relax. 23 is NOT old, sheesh. I didn't even start college until I was 26. Here you are 23 and almost done. You do sound like you are not sold on being in the military. If you look around on AW you will find that one of the most consistent pieces of advice you will find is that you have to want it. You cannot join the military with ambivalent feelings. That sets you up for failure.