What I'm saying is why worry at all. What if it's not what you wanted to hear.. and the numbers are small? Then you will just be even more worried. Man I'll tell you what, I have an incompetent recruiter. I find myself doing all of my own research and addressing things to him he didn't even know. I'm training him some days. He's been in the game for about 3 months, which makes it very very stressful on me because I have a lot of odds and ends being prior service that he has yet to experience dealing with. I feel like every time I talk to him on a new day he has no recollection of what we spoke of the day before. It's a battle I'm fighting with myself to not explode. As of now I'm fighting to make sure I get in everything on time. And sick of emailing him and getting no responses.. Until I call him again. At first I would rely on telling myself, eh if it was that important he would call me and make sure I was working on it. Now I realize if I don't call this dude, I prob would never hear from him again. Kind of scary to think about..
If I was in your shoes.. The last thing I would be doing is poking around on here looking for more reasons to worry. I would be enjoying life and forgetting there is even a board in sept until sept. That's really all I was getting at.
Hmm so maybe it's more about me and how much I'm fed up with dealing with my recruiter and really nothing about you at all?? Nah...