I really disliked primary. That’s not to say I wasn’t good at it, but I just did not enjoy it at first and only slowly warmed up to flying. I wondered if I would feel the same way in VTJ and beyond. My thought was that if I wasn’t motivated to fly jets, I wouldn’t fully meet the challenges coming my way and would be in for a rough time.
Then I went to the HTs and also disliked it immensely—mostly due to the scheduling and my introduction to LAMPS weirdos. I also see now that primary is the way it is because helo and VP minutiae masters dominate VT ready rooms. If I knew that either path may not be fun until fleet aircraft, and if I knew that even the top of the mountain in HSM is still JV in CVW aviation, I would have been praying to the Kingsville gods for Intermediate.
Thank you for attending my soul-searching session.