This is a pretty random update, and I am sure that most were not up at night wondering about what happened in my case, but I just wanted to say that my officer recruiter is an incredible man, leader, and sailor. I ultimately ended up receiving an OCS date of 25FEB2018, and my designator was not what I wanted, but my OR helped me out as much as possible. He did what he was supposed to do, and he did what he felt was the right decision for myself, his command, and the Navy; I could not have asked for anything else; everything was on me at that point. Further, I arrived to OCS with confidence, much help from the support of my OR - and I just want to say that I am not endorsing him, although he is a great recruiter. However, with my end goals in mind (ending up in Spec War), the time-difference from Hawaii to Rhode Island, the physical and mental preparation that I had, I ended up getting pulled from training. I simply could not sleep at night. I stayed up to study because I physically could not fall asleep. I wanted this too badly to not use every second of my time. After x amount of days, I showed signs of sleep deprivation, and I was medically discharged, although I passed my IST with great scores, although I was ballistic as humanly possible, although I responded every time I could, although I made many friends; I was pulled. Well, some things happen outside of our nature. My OR prepared me as best as he could, and I thank him for that. I just completed a run with him today as well; he is one heck of a guy. Since I have been back home, I have taken up a whole lot worth of new challenges, and I am setting a new groove. I will continue down my current path for quite sometime, but I told myself, 'at age x, if I still have that hunger, craving, and need to be out there; I am going to enlist to get where I need to be'. We shall see! I was told from a staff member that I needed to show signs of improved sleeping, then I could be reconsidered for whatever program I apply for. So, I will leave it at that. I absolutely loved every second of OCS, and I absolutely love what this country was built upon. So, thank you to everyone who is out there standing watch, and everyone who will stand watch. It is absolutely incredible. Watch out for my OR; he is going back to the fleet, and he is amazing guy!
Very Respectfully,
Julian