Awesome attitude to have Aluroon! You only need to change one thing to reapply and switching your application to SWO as #1 does it. I recommend freshening up your motivational statement to speak to SWO and get that package uploaded ASAP. The last SWO board was early February so I expect one within the month with the cut on incoming packages sooner so the sooner the better for you. Given your OAR score and GPA (and assuming all else is top shelf), you are very competitive for SWO. Best of luck!
Thank you, I appreciate it, especially the tip off for the motivational statement. I suspect my original one was a mess that went all over the word count and which didn't have as much focus and direction as it needed as a result.
As for attitude, I started this process in November of 2013, and I've stuck through it with every hiccup and headache on the way towards getting my package submitted in the first place. Frankly, it's been both the best and worst experience of my life, and no matter what happens I expect it to have longstanding effects.
On the one hand, its been waiting, and waiting, and waiting. For me it was also the constant idea that the payoff was just over the horizon. Just one more month till the board. Just one more piece of paperwork. Just one more this or that. It wasn't until fairly late in the process that I came to understand the full complexity of it, and that selection is only the first hurdle on your way to OCS. What this meant was that it was month after month of thinking my life was about to change... and then having it remain the same. It's a very frustrating experience to stay locked in the same life you had in college while everyone else moves forward, and doing it for months that turn into a seasons and into almost a year and a half is rough. Mentally challenging, because I was fully committed to the process fairly early on. The waiting has cost me friendships, employment opportunities, and even a personal relationship. I kept holding off on moving forward personally and professionally because I thought I was 'about' to leave for the Navy and dramatically change my life. As it turns out that was a mistake, but I think it'll make me appreciate whatever comes next more.
On the other hand, there's been growth from this. I'm on the best shape of my life. I went from being a guy that had never run even half a mile flat out in his life to the guy who gets up every morning to do a minimum of four. I never appreciated what it was to be fit, but I don't think that now I could ever go back. I missed a week running with a cold last week and was itching for the gym every day. I went from a guy who wasn't really sure what he wanted to do with his life to someone committed to a process. It was also a brutal learning experience in terms of consequences, but again, I feel for the best. Most of my life I've been able to get by doing the bare minimum. School was never difficult, and frankly I spent a lot of my college career goofing off, never expecting there to be a price for it. Having two recruiters here summarily shoot down any hopes I had for Intel / IW while also telling me that with my GPA I shouldn't have even bothered submitting for it was a tough pill to swallow, but the best I think. Learning that because I hadn't done my homework here I'd missed several SWO boards and had to resubmit was a tougher pill on the followup, but a reminder about attention to detail. An hour or two a week when I was in school might have gotten me an Intel billet. An hour or two poking around the boards before submitting in the first place might have saved me six months of my life. Actions have consequences, and in this I cannot blame anyone but myself.
Anyway, I'm hopeful, I feel like I'm in the best position I've been in since the process started, and after putting a year and a half into this I'm not willing to give up because of one rejection. This matters to me as much as anything ever has in my life. I want to be a naval officer. I want to serve my country, and also myself. I want a challenging, demanding job in which every day there is something new to learn, some new challenge to overcome, and most of all some purpose to what I do. If that doesn't work out, if I can't get SWO, then either way I'll have emerged from this crucible stronger and more tempered.