There's a constant fear/threat of failure.
Listen to this guy.
Just remember that everything that is worth having in life is tough to get.
The stress/threat of failure, moving every year, studying harder than you ever have before, the absolute agony that was OCS (most of the time anyhow).... Being the guy that doesn't know anything, and the second he has a clue, gets shipped off to somewhere else where once again, he knows nothing.
The road to this point (for me anyhow) I would describe as for every 200 hours of tough as nails work (when you factor in OCS, API, Primary, Advanced), you get 1 hour of pure awe and bliss.
The 200 hours consisted of cold-as-a-mother-f**ker mornings at 0500 (after getting 3 hours of sleep) in Newport Rhode Island doing pushups and running until the sun came up for weeks on end, having 12 hour days + 3-4 hours of studying on top for months in Primary, doing it all over again in Advanced...
All for that one hour... The hour I'm talking about is strapping on a $20+ million jet, by yourself, to go rendezvous and join up with 3 other aircraft over south Texas. Or hopping in the T-6, going out in to the MOA, and doing loops, barrel rolls and aileron rolls until your eyeballs fall out, solo. The second you are up there by yourself for the first time, and its quiet, you really start to put things in perspective: I am
getting paid to do this.
There's nothing quite like it... Was it at many times painful? Hell yes. Was it worth it? Hell yes.
I haven't talked to a single naval aviator that didn't love what they did. Helos, P-3s, E-6s, F-18s, every single one I've ever come across, LOVED what they flew and wouldn't trade it for anything.
I think it takes a balanced person to make it in to this profession... You have to really force yourself to look through the tough times for the reward later on... Trust me, the reward is there... Focus on it.
My .01. I don't have my wings yet or fleet experience.