My son is almost 2 and I feel this as wellWe'll all hopefully get there eventually! I was hoping to get to OCS before my kids got too much older. Every month that goes by the harder it'll be on them. Obviously deployments will be hard too but they'll be old enough at that point to understand why and understand that I'm coming back. At this age it'll just be, "why is Daddy still not home? Will he ever come back?" for a few months. I'm at least hoping it'll be soon enough that they won't remember me leaving for OCS when they're older. They're 1 and 3 so that's definitely possible still.